Cancer comic!

Please don't get cancer before I do!

Oh the holiday season is already over. =/ I already miss the feeling so much.

In german class this quarter, prejudice has been a common theme. Africans and immigrants from Turkey in particular, and what prejudices germans have against them. As you understand more and more characters, prejudices are erased and part of my deal is that I don't read enough, or watch enough TV/movies where I am exposed to characters. Whether they be real or not, they still leave that imprint in your head. You identify yourself, but i think there will always be comparing. That's my problem, where I can't help but compare and wish to be better off than others. There was a nice little spiel on a yearbook about that and it was elegantly written by some high school year book editors. Its the identifying part that's hard. I can't really identify myself, and I'm still searching.

Bliss, by Muse

everything about you is how i wanna be
your freedom comes naturally
everything about you resonates happiness
now i won't settle for less

give me all the peace and joy in your mind

everything you pains my envying
your soul can't hate anything
everything about you is so easy to love
they're watching you from above

give me all the peace and joy in your mind
i want the peace and joy in your mind
give me the peace and joy in your mind

everything about you resonates happiness
now i won't settle for less

give me all the peace and joy in your mind
i want the peace and joy in your mind
give me the peace and joy in your mind


Game 2 was sketch. Jazz are playing very physical and I fear that a crucial Laker may get injured. Too bad Turkish Delight is sitting with an hurt hamstring. And sorry Farmar, but Shannon Brown is way better than you, but I still like you too. I like how we start out amazingly shooting 80% or so, build a huge lead, then suck for the third quarter, and then finally squeeze it out in the forth. Prediction, Jazz send the game to overtime on a D-will 3 pointer but unfortunately Kobe shits on Ronnie Brewer in OT. Oh yea, and whats the deal about Bynum hitting up Rihanna?



ich mag großen Hahn is german for i like big cock.

uh oh.

I left geisel and then locked myself out of the car, with my phone and keys inside the trunk. FML. Goddammit, how useless I am w/o a phone. Librarian doesnt let me borrow their phone and the pay phones outside arent working. And jeez, its so hard to find pay phones! Fuck. Stalling 7...8...9...

Floating in Geisel and succeeding at not writing my german essay due in 9 hours.

The National - Green Gloves

Falling out of touch with all my
friends are somewhere getting wasted,
hope they’re staying glued together,
I have arms for them.

Take another sip of them,
it floats around and takes me over
like a little drop of ink in a glass of water

Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

Cinderella through the room
I glide and swan cause I’m the best slow dancer
in the universe

Falling out of touch with all my
friends are somewhere getting wasted,
hope they’re staying glued together,
I have arms for them.


Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

Now I hardly know them
and I’ll take my time
I’ll carry them over, and I’ll make them mine.

Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

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Post binge. Actually just a refusal to work. Mmm great song by the national. My car radio got fixed and I listened to the radio for the first time and heard Evanescence's My Immortal. God that songs legendary old school. I used listen to that band a lot back in gymnasium. Freaky shit dude.

Just got scooped last Friday by some "real" scientists from maryland. Very disappointing. :*( I'm a very passive person and my boss emailed me saying, "Being passive is a clear sign of a second rate mind." AH, fail!

On a lighter note, ice won sectionals this past weekend. Frisbee...the bane of my existence. Regionals in two weekends. Goddamit, I got stalled during the fish point after being left out to dry on the low side on our goal line. On Saturday, good confident coppa was on the field, running dominator and tearing shit up. I only had 2 turns while touching the disc a lot for the doffense (one was the damn stall where hyzer ditched me and left me without my gravy). On Sunday, scared, "save me nero!", "get a D and turn it over right away!", "'wheres your head? are you ok?'asks stuart" Coppa was present. I turned 50% of the touches i got, which was sadly like 5 out of only like 10 touches. My defense was fine, but goddamn offense was terrible. What a difference confidence and distractions can make!

Softwoods, by Jody Gladding

Softwoods

We utter nothing
true high
among the needled
fictions we create
so many opportunities
for truth
as it happens
continually
not only up here

but also under growth
where we sink
down in bogs
filled
with resolve
nothing we utter
is true
still
we groan
gape
and push a new
thing out.