Cancer comic!

Please don't get cancer before I do!

Oh the holiday season is already over. =/ I already miss the feeling so much.

In german class this quarter, prejudice has been a common theme. Africans and immigrants from Turkey in particular, and what prejudices germans have against them. As you understand more and more characters, prejudices are erased and part of my deal is that I don't read enough, or watch enough TV/movies where I am exposed to characters. Whether they be real or not, they still leave that imprint in your head. You identify yourself, but i think there will always be comparing. That's my problem, where I can't help but compare and wish to be better off than others. There was a nice little spiel on a yearbook about that and it was elegantly written by some high school year book editors. Its the identifying part that's hard. I can't really identify myself, and I'm still searching.

Bliss, by Muse

everything about you is how i wanna be
your freedom comes naturally
everything about you resonates happiness
now i won't settle for less

give me all the peace and joy in your mind

everything you pains my envying
your soul can't hate anything
everything about you is so easy to love
they're watching you from above

give me all the peace and joy in your mind
i want the peace and joy in your mind
give me the peace and joy in your mind

everything about you resonates happiness
now i won't settle for less

give me all the peace and joy in your mind
i want the peace and joy in your mind
give me the peace and joy in your mind


Game 2 was sketch. Jazz are playing very physical and I fear that a crucial Laker may get injured. Too bad Turkish Delight is sitting with an hurt hamstring. And sorry Farmar, but Shannon Brown is way better than you, but I still like you too. I like how we start out amazingly shooting 80% or so, build a huge lead, then suck for the third quarter, and then finally squeeze it out in the forth. Prediction, Jazz send the game to overtime on a D-will 3 pointer but unfortunately Kobe shits on Ronnie Brewer in OT. Oh yea, and whats the deal about Bynum hitting up Rihanna?



ich mag großen Hahn is german for i like big cock.

uh oh.

I left geisel and then locked myself out of the car, with my phone and keys inside the trunk. FML. Goddammit, how useless I am w/o a phone. Librarian doesnt let me borrow their phone and the pay phones outside arent working. And jeez, its so hard to find pay phones! Fuck. Stalling 7...8...9...

Floating in Geisel and succeeding at not writing my german essay due in 9 hours.

The National - Green Gloves

Falling out of touch with all my
friends are somewhere getting wasted,
hope they’re staying glued together,
I have arms for them.

Take another sip of them,
it floats around and takes me over
like a little drop of ink in a glass of water

Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

Cinderella through the room
I glide and swan cause I’m the best slow dancer
in the universe

Falling out of touch with all my
friends are somewhere getting wasted,
hope they’re staying glued together,
I have arms for them.


Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

Now I hardly know them
and I’ll take my time
I’ll carry them over, and I’ll make them mine.

Get inside their clothes
with my green gloves
watch their videos, in their chairs.
Get inside their beds
with my green gloves
Get inside their heads, love their loves.

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Post binge. Actually just a refusal to work. Mmm great song by the national. My car radio got fixed and I listened to the radio for the first time and heard Evanescence's My Immortal. God that songs legendary old school. I used listen to that band a lot back in gymnasium. Freaky shit dude.

Just got scooped last Friday by some "real" scientists from maryland. Very disappointing. :*( I'm a very passive person and my boss emailed me saying, "Being passive is a clear sign of a second rate mind." AH, fail!

On a lighter note, ice won sectionals this past weekend. Frisbee...the bane of my existence. Regionals in two weekends. Goddamit, I got stalled during the fish point after being left out to dry on the low side on our goal line. On Saturday, good confident coppa was on the field, running dominator and tearing shit up. I only had 2 turns while touching the disc a lot for the doffense (one was the damn stall where hyzer ditched me and left me without my gravy). On Sunday, scared, "save me nero!", "get a D and turn it over right away!", "'wheres your head? are you ok?'asks stuart" Coppa was present. I turned 50% of the touches i got, which was sadly like 5 out of only like 10 touches. My defense was fine, but goddamn offense was terrible. What a difference confidence and distractions can make!

Softwoods, by Jody Gladding

Softwoods

We utter nothing
true high
among the needled
fictions we create
so many opportunities
for truth
as it happens
continually
not only up here

but also under growth
where we sink
down in bogs
filled
with resolve
nothing we utter
is true
still
we groan
gape
and push a new
thing out.

Spring break!

We arrived at the airport and as we were checking in, Didj points out that its 4:20. Perfect, we at the brownies in the middle of the check-in. We waited at the gate and compared our seats. Then i got involuntarily bumped off the flight because it was overbooked. There were three people bumped off and one of them was this girl that was in my orientation group from before freshmen year. There was this other lady who was on orders for the army or something. Anyways, based on our check-in time, the army chick was first, I got second, and the girl from orientation. Fail.

Monstro called me and offered his seat. But i couldn't take the offer.

Here was the problem: This weekend was SXSW in Austin and all flights going to Austin were overbooked. I managed to get standby for tomorrow at 6:00am. This flight would go to San Antonio, and then I'd have to get my ass to Austin.

I wonder what Monstro and the fish were doing right now. Dammit. Should have

Now I feel that maybe I should go into lab. Goddammit. And this entire time, I'm super baked off brownies.

I called Duffy, thinking that since he did the brownie thing last year, he'd understand the best. Make it happen. That was the last thing he said.

I hope I can make it to Austin to play some frisbee. Tickets cost more than a thousand dollars. But what do I do if I don't make it to Centex! Noooo Spring Break FML!

Ah goddamit I wanna play frizbay.

Todays Horoscope:
Advancing that notion
This is an excellent time for taking some action that depends on impressing someone with your ability and confidence. For example, it is a good time to ask for a raise, because you communicate positively and with confidence, which others will respect. Even if you don't choose to assert yourself, you will defend yourself and your views to anyone who criticizes you or tries to tear you down. The plans you make today will be much bolder and more innovative than usual. You are able to dare more and to take greater chances, not only with your words but also with your thoughts. Use this time to advance a notion that you have previously been shy about. In any kind of negotiations you will get right to the heart of the matter and settle it very quickly.

Fibrillation

Realistic idealism ***
Valid during many months: This influence awakens your interest in unusual, out-of-the ordinary states of being and consciousness. You suddenly become aware that life has a deeper dimension than you have previously known, and you want to learn everything you can about it.

People react to these energies in various ways. If you are very much rooted in the material universe, regarding nothing as real unless you can touch it, you will become much more concerned about abstractions, principles that previously seemed too disconnected from the material world to be important. You may be surprised to discover that you actually do have ideals that you are willing to stand up for, even though you have always considered yourself a hard-headed pragmatist.

If you are among those who are less interested in purely material concerns, you will find your interests becoming even more spiritual. This influence can awaken an interest in the occult or in mysticism, and it is one of the times during which people begin studying astrology and related subjects. Any technique that helps open up a new aspect of the universe will attract you at this time.

A related but somewhat different manifestation is that you may become involved in movements of social reform. You see that the world does not work as it should, and you want to work very hard to improve the lot of people who are less fortunate. While your views at this time are inclined to be idealistic, your idealism is not totally removed from reality. You can work with a situation as it really is in order to bring about the changes you want. Your activities along these lines could range from the relatively conservative approach of working with the poor, ill or disadvantaged in hospitals or other such institutions, to working with groups that have much more revolutionary aims.




All i have to say is...yikes.

The Bear-necessities

This is kinda funny.

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I'd imagine it'd have have a FML line. Maybe something like: I was having sex and roared for an hour as I finished. The confused preschoolers who were on a field trip started crying. FML. Some kid will never, ever watch Jungle Book ever again.



Also, we scrimmage SDU tonight. It is on. Goal to focus on is to BREAK the MARK.